Anxious
I feel like I am faking my way through stuff right now. I am doing things I have never had any experience with but everyone seems to think that is normal. I am not really nervous about the flying to Korea, North Korea and Dick's insistance on pissing them off, working the DLNA event or going to the F2F meeting after. What I am nervous about is a meeting that was arranged for me by one 'Ben' fellow here at work. Am I really someone who can jump into an unfamiliar situation and buttshit about something I do really know about? What am I expected to do at such a meeting? Err! I think that I could actually enjoy this trip if I did have to fucking go to this meeting! Fuck you Ben, fuck you to hell and way to ruin my life [trip]!
On another note I actually have someplace to stay the second week I am there. Yeah! Time see if my credit card company will increase my limit; I don't want to run out of money while I am there.
Z.Monkey

2 Comments:
wow, this post makes a lot more sense if you imagine the word "not" inserted into at least 2 sentences.
hey, should I be a proofreader? is that even a job??
Oh, would you?! Perhaps I should just attempt to write better.
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